There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so.
It was a long day.
A bad day.
And all so very overwhelming….
The dishes still are sitting in the sink…
as I just can’t seem to attend to them.
Cancer is a bad word.
But of course we all already know that don’t we?
My little family has heard that word before.
30 years ago.
We heard it again yesterday.
A CT scan Friday…just to see how far it’s spread…
I always hated that.
He asked how he got this….
“No one knows” was the response.
Next it will be to the oncologist.
We had to buy a wheelchair yesterday because he couldn’t walk from the car to the doctor building…
even with his walker.
He stopped on the curb and told us he could go no further and went to sit down on the curb.
Sweat pouring down his face.
My son grabbed him before he went down for the count.
He could walk last week.
Don’t know what that’s all about.
Lots of change right now.
A little bit too much.
in this small family’s life
Looking for the balance….
One day, I’ll think about the dishes again…
And He was saying,
All things are possible for You;
remove this cup from Me;
yet not what I will,
but what You will