The most important thing in the world is family and love.
(my husband during the latest trip to the beach / Julie Cook / 2017)
A while back, shortly following Dad’s death, a blogging friend inquired about
This friend had been patiently and graciously following my sad daily
tale of Dad’s battle with cancer.
This friend had also joined in prayer and was an ardent supporter offering words
of consolation and hope during my 24/7 ordeal of driving over daily those many months
to care for Dad as well as my stepmother.
He had wondered in all of this ordeal about my husband as he was pretty certain
I had, form time to time, mentioned having one…
so he was wondering if he had been supportive.
And it did seem as if I was “alone” a good bit of the time during my time of constant
care management but that’s what happens…not everyone can drop everything, when life
comes calling, as there has to be someone who remains behind holding down the fort.
I do have a husband.
I’ve written about my husband from time to time here in cookie land,
but he prefers that I don’t.
He doesn’t quite understand this “blob” of mine and why I do it and what it’s all about.
He is why I don’t “do” Facebook as he was adamantly opposed when that thing called
social media first hit the forefront of our now virtual reality.
He doesn’t have time for virtual reality because he is really too busy in the literal reality
of the daily grind of working and living….
So if you will indulge me a few words, I will share a little about the role my husband
played and continues to play as I think father’s day is a most appropriate day to do so….
We’ve been married just shy of 35 years.
My husband was a confirmed bachelor and is actually 10 years older than I am.
He was 33 when we married and I was a fresh out of college, naive young teacher of 23.
We have one child, a son who is now 28.
We also have two cats and a grand dog.
My husband, who at 67 is tired and would very much like to retire, but likes
to be able to pay the bills…
and we do like to eat.
Five years ago when things began to take a nose dive in the health and wellbeing with
my dad and stepmother, it was my husband who told me that with 31 years in under
my belt, he had decided I needed to “retire” so I could be more available to them there
He’d pick up the economic slack so I could go and do.
I felt badly because my husband had been working since he was 14 years old, having
lied to a local manufacturing plant about his age.
His father was a long time and long suffering alcoholic and my husband actually
had lived in 8 different homes before entering 3rd grade for theirs was a life of
physical pain, mental anguish and uncertainty.
I felt if anyone deserved to retire, it was him rather than me.
He took over his family’s jewelry business in 1976 and has been running a small town
business ever since.
Anyone who has ever worked retail or owned their own business can understand the
overwhelming anxiety and uncertainly that comes with such.
It has not always been easy…as the business has ebbed and flowed.
Add to that that it took our son a while to get through school.
He has lived with, as well as learned how to cope with,
a very difficult learning disability that made school at times an
My husband worked, as I worked, but I was afforded the time of summers to help our son
by ferrying him to a regime of various tutors as we spent one entire summer
driving daily to Atlanta to a school for kids with dyslexia…
We could not afford the school on a year round basis…so we paid for what we could
and took advantage of each opportunity.
My husband always made certain that our son would have the tools necessary
to succeed even if that meant he was constantly working at the store in order
to make it so.
And that success was made a reality last summer the day our son graduated college.
My husband attended college…. albeit briefly.
His saving grace growing up was football and he actually earned an athletic scholarship
when he was a walk-on with the school’s football team.
He had wanted to be a coach or a dentist but his father demanded he
quit college after just two years because the family business needed him—
he sent my reluctant yet dutiful husband to jewelry school in New York.
The last thing he wanted to be was a jeweler tied down for a lifetime
in a family business.
My husband went to New York under a sense of obligation to a man who had
caused him so much pain,
but thought being a dutiful son was more important in the bigger scheme of life.
And even years later, having spent years alienated from not only his father but
the majority of his immediate family due to the utter collapse of dysfunction
run amuck in an alcoholic family, my husband found himself caring for his
ailing 92 year old widowed father…
We’d cook his meals, and once my husband got off work, we’d drive several evenings
throughout the week to the small town his father called home….
all until his father’s death a year ago.
That story is a long mess unto itself, but a mess that my husband took on all
on his own.
Simply doing what he deemed to be the right thing for a man who never opted to
do the right thing by a once vulnerable young boy turned now grown son.
Yet I think God always has a way of honoring such selflessness…as I keep reminding
my husband when he laments doing what he did as it has now proven to be problematic
with those who chose to remain in the quagmire of dysfunction.
For that is what my husband does…the right thing when others, including myself,
would readily say forget it…that’s not your worry, your problem…
that bed has been made, let them all just lie in it…
But the thing is… my husband sees that the right thing, the selfless thing, in
the long run, is just that…the right thing…
and he’s never been one to keep a record of wrongs…
deciding long ago that life is bigger than keeping or settling a score.
And so it was, as I spent the past several years running back and forth, tending
to my own father’s life and eventual death…
my husband was working 6 days a week, 14 hours a day,
keeping things at home a float so I could focus solely on my Dad…his father-n-law.
Not a perfect man either, but a man who had had a child and having eventually
grown old and sick, needed that child.
And so today, this day of all things fathers,
I am left remembering the men in my life who have each come and gone,
leaving both this world and me behind…
yet I am forever grateful to and for the one man who remains…by my side…
For despite his having wondered, as I’m certain he has done from time to time,
as to why he has indeed remained so steadfast by my side,
he’s simply doing what he deems to be the right thing no matter what…
and I’m certainly the better for this most thoughtful and dutiful man!
Happy Father’s Day
Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil.
For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is
alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up!
Again, if two lie together, they keep warm, but how can one keep warm alone?
That was a very nice tribute
Thanks Wally– happy Father’s Day to you my friend
Thanks Julie. What would make me real happy is for my kids to come to church, but that’s probably not going to happen. I did get a really cool tie from my step daughter though!
Small steps 😌
Absolutely great post honoring your hubby to God’s glory and our benefit! Bless you!
Thank you for such kind words! Many blessings to you and your family!
What a wonderful tribute to your spouse who is obviously a person committed to doing the right thing for each person in his life! Blessings to you and your spouse and son and wife on Father’s Day.
Thanks Lynda– I’ll make him read the “blob” post later on today 😊
Sounds so much like my husband but he wouldn’t want me to say more. And now I know you will understand. 🙂 We’re both lucky women. Here’s to honorable gentlemen. 🙌👏👍💟
thank you Sarah—to honorable gentlemen indeed 🙂 !!!!
Give your hubby a hug from me. He has my gratitude and nomination for Dad of the Year.
As you are that dear blogging friend who prompted my public gratitude Don
Thank you for sharing Julie. There are far too few good men in the world, and it was so good to read about one of them. I hope and pray that those 14-hour days are reducing in length.
Thank you David– happy Father’s Day!
Wonderful piece Julie 😎😍
Thank you 🐛🐛– happy Father’s Day my friend!
Thank you Cookie 😍😍
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Julie, Jerry is like your husband, not wanting much to be said about him, but for whom I have to praise the Lord, for shy of 56 years. Thank you for sharing this part of your family. Blessings for a new week.
And blessings to jerry—I hope he enjoyed Father’s Day and continues robust healing– and blessings to that 56 years and running nurse of his!!! 😘
There is no other place I would rather be. It is a praise to God’s glory. Thank you for your blessings.
Wow, what a loving tribute! 🙂 ❤
What a great post Julie in honor of your husband. He sounds like a wonderful man. So glad you shared a bit about him and the two of you.
thanks Tricia—and lest he get the big head…he does have his little areas of contention but I suppose I do too 😉
Don’t we all Julie. 😉
Awesome in every way Jewels.
thanks CS kind of gives pause to your latest post on flying solo 😉
What a testimony of self-less sacrifice and commitment. What a testimony…I read this and get worried for my generation of males.
yes Jim, I too worry about your generation of males, females as well—my husband demonstrates the ability to “suck it up” while forgoing having his cake and eating it too—which is a very prevalent desire among our younger generations—doesn’t mean he wouldn’t like the best of both worlds but he understands the cost associated with such—
we’ve grown into a culture of having it all and somehow missing the cost…
I agree. I’m glad you wrote this post.