“No sign, so far, of anything sinister—but I live in hope.”
Firstly, you must remember that I am from the generation that was before this
over-zealous addiction with technology was a thing…
From a time before cell phones, before DVD’s, before standard air conditioning,
before videos before virtual reality….
Television, with only the standard 3 major networks, broadcast in black and white,
was not a 24/7 happening thing.
Who doesn’t remember the good ol buzzing of the test pattern waiting for the time
in which the day was to crank back up?
I was well into my teaching career when schools began introducing computers
to their teachers.
A hulking behemoth of a thing that had no such thing as a connection to a
world wide web or wifi capability…but rather ran a single electronic grade book system….of which was only as good as the teachers trying input the
averages and grades…
So when it came time for our son to actually need his first computer,
in say maybe his 9th or 10th grade year in high school,
he was sold on needing an Apple.
My dad was always the techie guru of the family…
of which probably had something to do with Dad having been an engineer all his life.
For he was always cutting edge with technology.
When I was young we were the first on our street to get a color television,
the first to move from HiFi to stereo and the first to get a cell phone.
Granted it was basically a plug-in phone in a bag that looked more like a
traditional phone stuck in a black pocketbook…
but it was cutting edge none the less.
When he bought mother her first microwave, a giant monstrosity that took up an
entire kitchen counter, he made us all leave the room when it was on lest we be
radiated…yet it was ok to eat the radiated food…hummm.
So when it came time for folks to get home computers, dad was right there
in the mix…and this must have been where our son got his proclivity for
Of course it was now the 21st century…
Apple had come a long way from the early
days of the Macintosh…
Apple now presented a clean futuristic take on technology.
They were slick and if you were slick, Apple was what the slick were craving.
So naturally our son eventually sold me on needing an Apple as well…
despite my school still using traditional PCs in the classroom.
“Apples are easier to use and they don’t get viruses mother” he would
frustratingly remind me whenever something went awry at school…
“Plus they’re for the more creative” this being a push to his
art teacher mother.
And so it is…
I’ve been through one large Apple desktop and two iMac lap tops…not to mention
and array of iPhones and one iPad…
And then it happened.
There I was last night having to update my adobe acrobat.
My phone happened to be ringing at the same time.
Answering the phone while trying to update…
as in multitasking has always been an area in which I have always excelled…
Yet suddenly something crazy and terribly wrong had come up on my screen as there
was now a voice coming from my computer with some dude talking to me about virus
detection while my computer had downloaded not adobe acrobat but something else
entirely, something called Safe Finder—
with this actually becoming my new home page.
Safe it was not….
WHAT????? I hear a panicked voice wailing,
realizing the voice was mine.
So I quickly hung up the phone and tried doing everything a limited minded
57 year old knows to do.
I cut my computer off and on.
When some semblance of clarity finally returned to my distraught brain,
I tried uninstalling the blasted thing but it wouldn’t uninstall.
Shades of Equifax now ran through my brain as I heard the Discover Card commercial
Russian sales associate “Peggy” mocking me from somewhere deep in Siberia…
I now believed everything I held dear or what was of importance to my existence as
a humanbeing had just been dumped on that nefarious Dark Web.
I actually looked up “what is the dark web”
And just when you thought the internet was not dark enough,
it gets even darker.
The links that came up were frighting at best.
With the lead link claiming to be able to step by step anyone into the dark web
within 15 minutes allowing you to remain anonymous.
I felt as if it was assuring me that it could happily step by step me
smack dab into the middle of Hell all within 15 minutes…
somehow I don’t think one remains anonymous in Hell.
Naturally I didn’t click on any links because I just wanted to see if it was
And no I do not need to see if Hell is real…
I’ve already figured that one out.
So I now had a sick feeling in my stomach…a kind of scared to death feeling of
I worked my way into reaching Apple in order to make an appointment at one the
Atlanta stores for the following day but discovered there were no appointments
until Saturday at 5:15.
“Are you freaking kidding me?????”
Again the panicked voice, which was mine, was heard wailing.
By now my husband was home.
I rapidly fired off the retelling of my troubles as he was wondering why
supper was only half way cooked.
“Maybe you should just go buy another one?”
“No” I practically snapped, “this one is only two years old and a new one
would cost an arm and a leg.”
All the while images of viruses being sent out to everyone I knew, or worse,
my identity was now multiplying in places like North Korea, Russia, China….
all dark shadows playing out in my now overstimulated imagination.
After supper I called Apple and left my number for a “miracle worker”
to call me back.
An almost immediately my phone rang with said Apple miracle worker.
I explained my tale of woe.
We ‘share screened’…
(which is scary in itself as we where both in my computer at the same time)
while he walked me through the malware issue.
He found the culprit embedded on my hard drive…hidden well deep within
the labyrinth of the the computer.
We got it, got rid of it and added a Malware program to my computer to
detect and deal with any further issues.
So naturally with all this virus verses no virus business…
along with the hackers, identity theft, and the sinister Dark Web plaguing
my life, I got to thinking….
We live in a world of utterly false protection.
If you think otherwise, it won’t be long until this world makes a believer out of
you as well.
We have been lulled into believing that everything from our identity,
to our credit history to our medical records, to our very safety as an American
are all perfectly safe…
Yet with the big credit companies like Equifax recently being attacked…
While millions of medical records were hacked at Anthem in 2015, with even
the Pentagon being hacked, no one should feel safe.
While credit information is easily stollen at gas stations, restaurants and
even while innocently and mindlessly shopping…
with it all being sold to the highest bidder.
Life is no longer simple nor is it safe.
So while we now work diligently to be ever vigilant protecting what is ours
while living in a world of growing cyber darkness…
we must be equally, if not more so, mindful that our very souls are
just as vulnerable as our credit or our medical records or even our identity ….
for there is indeed a darkness that longs for such…
And should you disagree—there are steps available for taking you just as dark as
you dare go…I think they call that hell…..
And the great dragon was thrown down, that ancient serpent,
who is called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world—
he was thrown down to the earth, and his angels were thrown down with him.
And I heard a loud voice in heaven, saying,
“Now the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God and the
authority of his Christ have come, for the accuser of our brothers
has been thrown down, who accuses them day and night before our God.
And they have conquered him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word
of their testimony, for they loved not their lives even unto death.
Therefore, rejoice, O heavens and you who dwell in them! But woe to you,
O earth and sea, for the devil has come down to you in great wrath,
because he knows that his time is short!”
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Oops. Glad you managed to solve the problem Julie. I have managed to keep clear of virus and malware problems in nearly 30 years of using Apple computers. Fingers crossed it stays that way!
Yes well….I figured I was pretty safe with my Apple—but given my life, I should have known better…
I think something may still be lurking but the malware program is containing the troubles and I can readily remove them.
Ode to not being tech savvy….
But I still love my Apples 🙂
What is the name of the malware programme Julie?
the thing the Apple guy had me use as a free trial just to clear things up, telling me it’s free for 30 days, at which time I can renew and pay I assume or do away with it is Malwarebytes
The thing that uninvited itself to my computer was Safe finder—and I think there is probably a mac cleaner on there hiding that is what the Malwarebytes keeps “quarantining’
so, who knows. I ought to just send it across the pond to you David for a good going over!!! It would get to you faster than I can get in to an Apple store!!!
Ooh, scary. 😰
I’m glad you got it sorted. Phew💨
it has been something—but the thing I’ve gleaned is just how much darker life is on that dark web—-it amazes me at how sinister this world is and how “safe” I’ve felt in my own little niche of a world—time, as we say, to wake up and be prepared!!!
Yes, we need to be like the maidens who have enough oil for their lamps. 🙂
Story of my life! I sometimes long for the old days without all this stuff running our lives al the time! My phone up and died over the weekend out of nowhere and I’ve never felt so threatened or free at the same time… weird stuff, lol
Despite the malware fix—the computer is still not “right” so I might have to bite the bullet by getting a new one anyway—ode to the racket of technology—they hook us in, things go bad and then we crave another–barely able to function until we are replenished…
and you’re are so right Shara—-it is such a liberating and frightening moment all rolled into one…
Oh and I just left you a comment on your Rich Mullins post, but it says my comment is awaiting moderation—story of my life 😉
Haha sorry gotta fix that setting… my word press is not the easiest lately for me to figure out 🙈
I tend to wend up in the spam bucket all over 🙂