inviting yet locked

“By confronting us with irreducible mysteries that stretch our daily vision
to include infinity, nature opens an inviting and guiding path
toward a spiritual life.”

Thomas More

As polarized as we have been,
we Americans are locked in a cultural war for the soul of our country.

Pat Buchanan


(an inviting, yet closed and obviously shuttered, secluded entrance way /
Rosemary Beach, Fl / Julie Cook / 2017)

(since we were speaking of journeys yesterday, I thought this other archived
post from 2017 would be another nice addition—please enjoy
)

There is a lovely Orthodox Christian blog that I follow…
Where I often find the most beautiful wisdom presented in the simplest of fashions.
This morning was no exception.

https://thoughtsintrusive.wordpress.com/2017/09/17/what-does-charismatic-despair-mean/

When I first read this morning’s posting’s title, with words such as Charismatic and despair…words that at first glance appear to be polar opposites of one another,
I wasn’t prepared to find both a sweet reminder as well as an embracing
comfort all rolled into one.

I am reminded that as we each journey through this thing we call life,
we will each inevitably encounter times of great frustration, difficulty…
even overwhelming sorrow.

We will come to those places along on our walk where we find our pathway blocked
with various doorways—
those apparent entrances beckoning us to continue forward,
yet each shuttered and locked tight.
There will be no obvious alternate path allowing for us
to continue onward, proceeding freely and unhindered.
Only locked doors.

It is at such a juncture on this path, where we are met by
both doubt and despair.

Choice suddenly appears limited or even nonexistent.
Knowing we can’t progress forward and that we certainly
can’t turn around,
going back from whence we came…for too much time has passed for turn arounds,
we are stymied. A rushing fear washes over us as we realize that we have
no other options, no choices.

And this is where we must look not obviously outward from ourselves
seeking our answers,
but rather we must look inward…traveling deeply within ourselves.

For it is in this very moment of inward verses outward, of how we will decide
to interact with the obstacles and locked doors,
which will eventually decide how we continue forward on our journey.

And so it is here, tucked gently away in this morning’s reading of simple words,
words offered by a simple monk, where we are gently yet profoundly reminded that
in our apparent despair, we are driven not by the seemingly overwhelmingness
of that very despair and its accompanying frustration,
but rather we are driven by the divine interventions of the Spirit..
.
He who urges us, without our even being aware, to seek the only One who has
the key to unlocking those shattered doors, allowing for us to continue forward
on this odd little journey of ours.

It begins with a frustration or a pain or a sorrow and it ends with
an imploring prayer…


(the wisdom of Archimandrite Zacharias of Essex from the book
Remember Thy First Love)

13 comments on “inviting yet locked

  1. DeniseBalog says:

    Good post and sharing thought. Despair leads to prayer.🙏🙏🕊️🕊️ Unlocking the Door of our future and hope.❤️🕊️🙏❄️Thank you for sharing ❤️

  2. atimetoshare.me says:

    So often we wait until there is no other choice but to go to God, when it really should be our first option. I think our human nature gets us into a lot of trouble.

  3. hatrack4 says:

    Kierkegaard would agree. Despair is the hopelessness that can point to God. Today it points to the shrink and chemistry, but my prayer is that some turn to the only lasting help in despair, our loving Father in Haven.

  4. Tricia says:

    I really liked that definition of charismatic despair Julie, gives ma a lot of hope. I’ve been thinking a lot lately as to why God seems to be blocking paths I had thought he was leading me on. Must pray on that more and be still enough to hear Him.

    Great photo of that door. I love unique entryways and take pictures of them all the time.

    • thank you Tricia—I loved finding this previous post because I think it spoke morello me now than it did when I first wrote it—
      And speaking of doors…
      there use to be a blog site out of England called Door Whores—it’s obviously still out there but I think the host is no longer offering up new things.
      I never liked the title and even told him but the blog invited others to offer their images of photographs of doors from all over the world.
      I loved the site. I became a shutter bug seeking out doors on every trip and on every turn!

  5. Citizen Tom says:

    Reblogged this on Citizen Tom and commented:
    If you think about it, you will see why this post goes with the last one, https://citizentom.com/2021/11/13/my-government-lied-to-me/

  6. boudicaus says:

    Reblogged this on boudica.us and commented:
    H/T Citizen Tom

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