“The nectarine, and curious peach,
Into my hands themselves do reach;
Stumbling on melons, as I pass,
Ensnared with flowers, I fall on grass.”
Dwell not upon thy weariness,
thy strength shall be according to the measure of thy desire.
(my very own little peaches / Julie Cook / 2015)
I watched you today.
I knew you didn’t feel well.
You were quiet.
I saw the worry on your face and heard it in your voice.
I could feel your preoccupation with the heaviness and grief.
I watched you take the last couple of pills out of the bottle
to help soothe your stomach.
Yet I knew you were still keenly aware of your surroundings.
I heard you mention how deep blue the sky was today as it was
accented by the new green growth of all the towering trees.
I watched as you ambled up and down the aisles of the garden shop,
snapping pictures of the blankets of new blooms exploding on every young plant.
I saw you plant the new little lime tree,
watching as you hoisted sack after sack of dirt in order to fill the pot.
I noticed how you forgot to put on the gloves,
growing agitated that the dirt got under your nails.
I watched your excitement when you noticed the tiny peaches sprouting out on the equally
tiny peach tree.
I’ve watched you labor with the tiny tree, ever since you brought it home two years ago.
It was a sad stick of a tree sitting in that hardware store.
You’d asked your husband if you could buy two of them hoping to eventually have your
own peach trees.
I felt your frustration when you unwrapped them and one of them was already dead.
I marveled as you planted the sole remaining little tree anyway,
offering it your care and your hope.
I watched as you watered it.
Moved it in and out as each season dictated.
You’ve defended it from the spider mites.
I’ve watched you over the years relish in the peaches you’d bring home from market.
Gently feeling each one for ripeness.
Placing your nose to each peach, breathing in deeply for that distinct scent.
I’ve watched you as a little girl bite into a ripened peach,
as the juice dribbled down your chin and the fuzzy skin tickled your tongue.
I had hoped you’d see the buds.
I wanted them to fill you with anticipation and excitement.
I’ve known things haven’t been easy and that you’ve felt lonely and overwhelmed.
I wanted you to know, through the tiny bud of a peach, that I am here. . .
That I do see you,
Love you. . .
“I will be a Father to you,
and you will be my sons and daughters,
says the Lord Almighty.”
2 Corinthians 6:18
“For He looks to the ends of the earth
And sees everything under the heavens.